18.8.10
I am home. I arrived in San Francisco last night, where my folks met me and took me back to Napa. It was much cooler in the bay area than it was in Moscow and Rostov. This morning, after going for a short run with Dad, I had to put on a sweatshirt because it was so chilly. Now the afternoon is here. The morning fog has dispersed, and the sky is as blue as can be. I like the view from this little room. Since they cut the sick pine trees down you can see a lot farther. Were it not for the foothills at the entrance to the Valley, you'd be able to see clear to the ocean from here. I haven't picked blackberries yet. That's next on the list. Then I have to put a loaf of bread in the oven, and bike to Vallerga's - I don't have to bike, I'd just like to; I want to make some watermellon gazpacho for dessert. I'll probably keel over when I see how expensive they sell watermellons over here.

Memories of the summer camp are already fading. My life there is as from a dream. Of course, some memories will never fade. The good memories stay forever. The other memories have already left me, so I'm left with the impression that things really weren't so bad there, were they?
That's about how I feel about the whole year in Rostov. It's as though I've completed a race. I wasn't competing against any other people, only myself. I was trying to do the best I could do, and now here I am. As in a real race, with the finish line behind you, being able to walk and relax, you can't help but be proud of the challenges overcome, some well, others not. It's during the race itself, when you're stuggling to overcome those challenges that you ask yourself what you were thinking, singing up for this gig.
The race ends, you're happy and proud, and then, without thinking, you go and sign up for another. I don't doubt that I'll teach again someday, the questions are what and where. If English, then I might like to find a job in a Spanish speaking country. If not English, then what - is math still in my future? I think so, but in what way?

I took the bus with the students in the third group from Krinitsa to Novorossisk, took the train back to Rostov, arrived at midnight ten days ago, and got a lift to a colleague's place where I was to stay the next three days.
I had to leave Rostov quickly because I was no longer registered there. In those three days time, I met with some students and friends, repacked my things, determined what not to take with me, and finally got on the overnight bus for Moscow.
I was in Moscow for a week. I didn't do much. I walked all over the place, but didn't go inside anywhere, except for bookstores, supermarkets, internet cafes, and a few restaurants. I visited the chess club on Sunday. They held a blitz tournament there, just like in Rostov. Bobby Fisher was playing - at least he looked like Bobby Fisher. I watched him play in one of the final matches. It appeared as though he was toying with his opponent, not that he was winning by much. He was just playing rather lackadaisically, defending only when necessary, otherwise waiting for something to happen and not attacking. I got distracted and turned away for a short time before I realized their match had ended. I don't even know if Bobby won or not.
In the last two days there, I didn't have much desire to do anything, so I spent some time reading in a park, and went to the movies. I saw a movie by Silverster Stallone, called, I think, "The Expendibles". At another theater I saw "Casablanca". On the plane ride home, I finished reading "The golden calf" by Ilf and Petrov. It's filled with jokes and satire, very much of which I didn't understand. I'll try reading the sequel "12 chairs" after a few more months of study.
I've also started my first novel in English since long ago. It's called "The Sea Wolf" by Jack London. A friend and colleague at Bloomington gave it to me for my birthday before I left. I like it so far.
After packing some things away here I find there's no shortage of interesting things to read. Part of me says I should get to it while I have some free time. The other part wants to go pick blackberries. What's a man to do?

Here are some pictures of the past year.

22.7.10
The second group left yesterday evening. As with the first group, I escorted them to the bus, shook their hands after they had taken their seats, and got off to see them drive away. It was tough walking back to my room alone. Many of my students had expressed their thanks for the work that I had done. Funny, what had I really done except scream for attention at the daily presentations. Anyway, students' appreciation is one of the best things about the job. I helped someone learn something. My work wasn't for nothing.
Usually, especially since arriving here, it seems that my efforts are indeed worthless. At least as far as learning is concerned, I don't think my students here learn much English. To be fair, how much can one actually learn in two weeks? On the other hand, if I could inspire them to try harder, I'm sure they could learn a lot more than they do.
Insipration is where it's at. A good teacher can inspire students. This is where I've failed to be good. Regardless of what I do, some students just don't care. And so I've begun to lower my standards for younger students. It's unfortunate, since I don't like teaching, or doing anything for that matter, at low standards. But when your success depends on a group of other people, some of whom couldn't care less about your goals for them, you can't hope to achieve too much. I console myself with the thought that a good teacher also never gives up. In this way, I have been good. I may have lowered my standards, which in a way is giving up something, but I haven't given up on them completely, however lazy they may seem to me, and I won't give up for another two weeks. Some of them actually want to learn English. I'll focus on those students in the last group, until my job finally comes to an end.
I started missing home only since leaving Rostov. I think it's the quality of food that calls me back. I ate well in Rostov. I made big salads, and a small variety of dishes. I call them meat-gulash, bean-gulash, and lastly, pea soup. Most dishes featured significant amounts of garlic and onion, but when I had guests, I toned it down a bit, and I received good reviews.
In Napa, my Dad barbeques all sorts of meat regularly: salmon fillets; chicken; pork chops. He also smokes a mean turkey. More important than meat is, of course, most other food. The basil is blooming and pesto sauce awaits me. Mom says the blackberries have been destroyed since the olianders were pruned, but she just doesn't know where to look. She's afraid of the poison oak up the creek, and meanwhile the biggest blackberries you've ever seen are probably already falling off their thorny branches.

This morning I hiked back to the place I went to two weeks ago on the day before the second group's arrival. It wasn't a long hike, not more than three miles round trip, but it wasn't without obstacles.
They had recently blocked the river from flowing into the sea by covering what had been a thin stream with gravel and rock. Yesterday there was a small storm, and this morning, as I set off, I noticed the sea had turned brown again, like it had several weeks ago during the first group's stay. That could only come from a river pouring tons of dirt into the sea. I walked to the river to find the gravel bridge completely washed away, replaced by a twenty foot gap between the banks of a renewed river of dirt, happily flowing into the Black Sea.
I watched an old man forge his way across, then, convinced that his route was safe, went to a cloth-changing stand, many of which are scattered about the beach, put on my swim trunks, went back to the river and crossed as the old man had done. The water was very dirty, so I couldn't see where I was stepping. For all I knew there may have been holes along the way, along with eels, leaches, and quicksand, but the current wasn't too strong, so I took my time and made it across without getting my backpack wet.
I went to the market, bought some dark chocolate, apples, and water, and had breakfast at the base of a small hill from where I could see the entire beach of Krinitza Bay. Despite the huge brown stain in the sea, the view was pretty good.
I climbed a metal staircase up the hill, crossed the small village at the top, entered a small forest, walked along a communal driveway, turned off onto a well-tred path to the edge of a cliff where there was a bench and a spectacular view. I had some more breakfast. I had also brought an assortment of nuts (almonds, chashews, walnuts and chestnuts) with me. Along with chocolate and some sort of fruit, there's no better hiker's food.
The brown stain hadn't made it so far East. It was only just visible to my right. Before me, about one hundred meters below, the Black Sea's waves splashed monotonously onto a thin gravel beach. I couldn't see the beach from where I was, since the cliff wasn't straight down, but I saw it later from another view. The water was very clear. There didn't seem to be many deep spots close to the beach. Several hundred meters offshore I could still make out the seafloor.
I took to reading a book called "The Turkish Gambit" It's a who-done-it by a Russian author named Akunin. At first his novel was difficult to understand, and although I still don't understand everything, it's gotten much easier.
I read slowly, but I don't care. I get distracted easily. There was a speed boat that repeatedly drove passengers out to sea. The passengers were tugged on a smaller boat. The driver went out beyond the brown stain, which was slowly making its way East, then managed to turn in such a way so to flip his tug, and the passengers were thrown into the sea.
There were seagulls. Viewed from the bottom they looked just like the ones that lived at Redwood Middle School in Napa (they commuted there in large flocks from San Pablo Bay, a northern fractile of San Francisco Bay, to eat up all the trash students left lying around). But viewed from the top, they looked more exotic. The pattern on the top of their wings was more intricate, with black and white spliced together, not the dull grey-tipped white wings of their Californian brothers.
There was a person snorkling in the shallow water below. Once he came up and yelled to shore. I think he was asking if he could grab something with his hands. Maybe a crab. I didn't hear the answer.
I read a chapter and took off. I didn't go to the hidden beach like last time, but headed back to camp. I rested for awhile on a bench where I had eaten my first breakfast that morning, crossed the river again, this time in a different place which turned out to be slightly deeper than the first. I had to hold my backpack above me so to keep it from getting wet, but I kept my balance and made it across. I returned to my room, showered, and took to writing.

Often when we have taken our students to the beach, we learn that they, for whatever reason, are not allowed to enter the water. A number of bullshit restrictions are enforced regularly, more so in the past two weeks, I think since the government performed an official safety review after several people drowned at a camp on the Azovski Sea.
On account of this review there were a number of precautions undertaken, among others the closure of the river by means of a gravel bridge. All it took was one or two small storms before that was completely washed away. Brilliant engineering! Now the government has left the area. I think the river will stay as it is until someone else drowns in the region.
On one occasion, they weren't allowed to swim because the water was too cold. Of course, I can swim whereever I like when I have time, but I don't enjoy taking advantage of this previledge in the presence of my students. It's tough to see the looks on their faces as you walk onto the beach, fully refreshed and ready to lie on the warm rocks to dry off. Nevertheless, I went swimming on that morning, only to find the water infested with grey jellyfish.
Some students had noticed them from the shore and taken some from the water to show their friends, but I didn't think there would be so many in the water. They were everywhere! Many of them were dead, but some of them were still twiching, looking for a last meal before washing up onto the beach.
There were enough people in the water that I concluded swimming was safe. I didn't stay in the water for long, though. I didn't like feeling them against my skin. I might as well have been swimming in runny snot. And who knows, was it that they couldn't sting you, or that they were just waiting for the right moment? Admitedly, with my googles it was a sight to see all those jellyfish swimming about. The biggest ones were about the size of my hand (I have big hands), the smaller ones could have fit in my palm.
On another occasion, the students couldn't swim because the waves were too big. Again, I didn't restrain myself on their regard, but left the grounds and swam on my own a bit down the beach. I did some body surfing. I don't know if I was doing it correctly, I just swam with the large waves and let myself be thrown towards the shore. I scraped my arm a bit, but had fun. It would have been more fun if I could've taken some students with me. It was a huge bummer for my students to see people not affiliated with the camp, people young and old, having a ball in the water while they had to watch from the beach. At one point there was a crowd of young people, about twelve years old on average, which drifted into our usual swimming area. They squealed with pleasure as the waves tossed them about like ants in a rainstorm.
Even if they are allowed to swim, officially they have to stay within a strict boundary which extends not five meters from the beach. On a few rare occasions, I've been allowed to take some older students to swim freely with me off the grounds, but we probably won't see much of that when the third group comes, because once they taste that freedom, they don't want to go without it. The company doesn't seem to trust me as a lifeguard, and perhaps rightly so. After all, I'm not qualified as such in any way. I only have a vague idea of how to perform CPR. On the other hand, are the Russian lifeguards qualified? Do they even have such qualifications in this country? I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't. If so, then aside from the experience standing on the beach, protecting children swimming in water shallow enough to stand in, these lifegaurds don't have anything over me. Furthermore, the mathematician in me can't help but consider the statistics. How many young people, not attending the camp, swim freely on our beach every day? Hundreds! And when is the last time someone drowned? Conclusion: it's pretty safe to swim. That's even true after the next bozo drowns (knock on wood - I still have two weeks left here).
I have enjoyed swimming far beyond the camp's boundary. There's another boundary about one hundrer meters out. At that point the water is around twenty feet deep. On days when the water is clear, you can see the bottom. There's a point where the rocky bottom gives way to fine sand. If the Black Sea were several meters more shallow, then it would have a beach like at Point Reyes, north of San Francisco, where the sand is so fine that it feels like you're walking on petrified dust. I dive down to the underwater beach and grab some sand every once in awhile. I try to imagine it dry, and it reminds me of home.

7.6.10
The semi final match featuring Germany and Spain takes place this evening. I have been rooting for Germany since the beginning of the world cup, and was happy to watch them handle England and Argentina so decisively, winning 4-2 (officially 4-1) and 4-0 respectively. Spain hasn't been nearly as impressive. They won their past two matches 1-0, with the same forward scoring both goals, in an albeit rather impressive fashion.
Four years ago Germany came off a 2-1 win against Argentina only to lose a closely fought match to Italy in the semi-finals. Italy deserved to win then, but this time the defending champions didn't make it out of group play, and Germany's victory is in much closer reach. I haven't read the tabloids, but I'd say they're the strong favorites for tonight, if not also for the final match against Holland, who beat Uraguay yesterday 3-2. I only saw the first half of that match, then I went to sleep.

I have a day off today. The first round of students left yesterday, and I stayed here to await the arrival of the next batch tomorrow. It was tough parting with some of my students. Strange, because, except for two or three out of eleven, I didn't think they were really good students. I guess I had developed relationships other than teacher-student. In a way I often become friends with some of my students, and only for some of them am I also a teacher.
I went for a walk this morning. I left the camp via the beach entrance, and headed East. I rolled up my jeans to cross a small river that flowes into the Black Sea, and walked further along the beach where participants of other camps were swimming and relaxing. Among others, there's a camp for athletes, a place where athletes of many disciplines can recover and cross train. I passed a trampoline where a young boy was jumping, flipping and twisting in every which way - a future gymnist I suppose. I reached the cliffs at the East end of the beach and stopped to shop at the small market where they were selling souvenirs and local fruit. I bought a kilogram of apples and three peaches, then started climbing the stairs which lead through a small forest up the cliffs.
The guard at the camp had said I should go to the end of the village at the top of the stairs, and walk through the forest to see some nice views of the sea. (I'm not sure that's exactly what he said, but having found the forest and seen some views, I figure that might be what he suggested.) I walked down a path in the forest. A middle aged woman was following me. Where were she and I going? I think she knew. I reached a thin beach which, like the camp's beach, didn't have as much fine sand as large gravel. I'm glad I wasn't barefoot. I walked along the beach, climbing over boulders here and there, passing people lying on towels and swimming in the shallow sea.
I found a big rock and sat down to look around. To my left were two women basking in the weak sunshine of a partly cloudy morning, one of them old, the other young. Maybe they were mother and daughter. The mother had long since given up her fight against weight gain. With a bathing suit suffocating under folds of lard, she was well on her way to the obesity typical of some older-aged Russian women. In contrast, the daughter was, as many young Russian women are, tall and slender.
A group of three people took a spot on the beach to my right. They were a man, a woman, and a boy of about nine or ten years. They might have been Armenian, but I'm a bad judge. The adults must have been either old parents, or young grandparents. The woman's face had got its first wrinkels, but she swam with grace and energy. The father was sitting on a large rock the lower part of which was being washed by small waves. He smiled as he watched the boy put on some flippers and waddle into the sea with a mask and snorkel in hand. The woman escorted him.
Far out at sea I could see three ships. To the west and disappearing over the horizon there was what might have been a cargo ship or an oil tanker. The other two, to the east and not moving anywhere, looked like military vessels. Closer to the beach, there were a few speed boats racing about.
I got up and went back the way I had come. I wondered through the forest a bit, coming to a camp ground and, further along, some cottages. Walking through the forest I couldn't help but remember the statistics on encephalitis-born ticks. There is supposedly an incurable strain prominent throughout southern Europe and Russia, ranging from the Perinnes in France through the Black Forest and the baltic regions all the way to Vladivostok. I thought about a few disabled people I had crossed since coming to Russia who were handicapped in a way that I had never seen before. Their movements are jerky. They walk as though they are struggling through a swamp, lifting one leg after the other out of a foot of thick mud. Someone told me that their disability comes from having drunk too much alcohol, but I would sooner believe that they were the unfortunate victoms of a really sick tick.
I consoled myself with a statistical calculation. First, I was walking on a well tread path, and wasn't about to take any short cuts. Second, I was wearing jeans, and there were many people walking the same way as I who were wearing shorts and swim suits - surely the ticks would sooner find them than me. Or is it the case that my American blood has such an irrisistable odor that they jump from the branches in the hopes of getting a small taste? (I honestly don't think that ticks jump from branches. As far as my blood is concerned, it often strikes me that in the company of Russians, mosquitoes seem to prefer me over them.) In the end, I figured the probability of getting a tick was on the same order as being struck by a mediorite. To be fair, I don't know that probability, but it hasn't happened yet, so I figure it's pretty small.
Reading this, do you wonder how I leave the house in the morning? Strange that I made it all the way over here somehow. что занесло меня сюда?
I returned back to the camp and started writing this entry. What am I going to do with the rest of my free day? I might take a swim in the Black Sea this evening, followed by a beer with salad and shashlick at a local cafe. Then I'll watch a football match. I hope Klose scores a goal or two. This is probably his last world cup, and he's scored so many goals for Germany already, he might break some sort of record.

6.6.10
The terrorist attacks of September 2001 have come up on more than one occasion in the discussion clubs I hold every Saturday. One of the prevailing theories among some Russians is that the Bush administration completely planned the destruction of the twin towers, going so far as to detonate secretly planted explosives after the planes crashed.
Their claims are based on, among other information perhaps, a TV documentary done on the attacks. Questions were raised such as: how could the buildings have fallen so cleanly; and why was there dust emmitted from the bottom floors just before the collapse, as though from an explosion?
Part of me feels that students who tell me this have a lot of balls to mention such a thing to an American. On the other hand, I'm not shy about talking about my antipathy towards the Bush administration, so maybe that gives them courage. Furthermore, the documentary may have very well come from America in the first place since anti-Bush sentiment eventually became just as strong there as in many other places in the world. So who am I to feel a little offended at such blasphemous accusations?
I answer their comments with cool skepticism. I say that while I wouldn't agrue with the claim that Bush had been planning to go to war in Iraq from the beginning of his term, and that I would believe they knew the attacks were coming and deliberately did little to stop them in anticipation of manipulating emotional Americans, I think that if the administration had itself committed the attacks, then they would've established stronger connections between the attackers and Sudam Hussein. They could've said that the high-jackers came from Iraq and not Saudi Arabia; Al-quida didn't even have to enter the picture at all, and American citizens would've been more readily dupped then they were as it is.
As far as those unanswered questions regarding the fall of the towers, I tell my students that the orderly collapse and renegade dust emmisions don't mystify me. After all, they never perform structural tests on skyscrapers by crashing jet-liners into them. How do we know how the buildings should have fallen? Despite my arguments, my students just shake their heads, as if to say, "you poor thing, if only you could come to truly understand the nature of your history."

America has cities and states named after places in Europe and Russia. There are states like New York, New Jersey, New Hampshire, and cities St. Petersburg and Moscow (both in Florida, I think), but we haven't named a body of water after any one previously known. That's why I've coined a name for the Gulf of Mexico, "The New Black Sea."
My students didn't appreciate the comparison so much, maybe they thought I was suggesting that the real Black Sea, which is quite nearby, is as dirty as the Gulf of Mexico has become as oil continues to spill from a BP rig.
Regardless, there was some interesting conversation about practical uses of nuclear weapons, as it has recently been suggested that nuking the sea floor might melt the surrounding rock and plug the leak. I tried to spur the converstion with some rather fantasical suggestions: out of one nuke we could make many very small nukes and use them to exterminate cockroaches; we could attach nukes to bar-bells and use them for weight-lifting; or we could use shells of nuclear bombs for flower beds - the flowers' polen would glow in the dark! Being as business oriented as any American natuarlly is, I've already come up with names for my businesses: nuke'em roaches; Pete's nuclear gymnasium; and nuclear powered flowers.
My younger students wanted to found a restaurant called "Nuke-Donald's." The slogan would be "I'm nukin' it!" Other students were much more practical and suggested using the uranium in bombs for nuclear energy. One of the more physics-savy students objected that weapons-grade uranium is not suitable for nulcear power. With that the discussion ended and we left to play ultimate frisbee on the street in front of the school. Thanks mom and dad for the frisbees from home!

I mention the terrorist attacks of 2001 and the disaster in the Gulf of Mexico because both catastrophes have been and will be intertwined in politics. I expect President Obama to take the initiative and raise support for alternative energy. Where Bush declared his war on terror, Obama may take this chance to wage war with dependence on fossil fuels, or global warming, or what have you. Where Bush managed to destroy lives and stability, Obama may succeed in helping society progress again.
And then perhaps the day will come when America, having achieved complete energy independence through a variety of sustainable clean energies, will point their finger at countries like Russia, which will continue to use their vast fossil-fuel reserves. In response, Russia will look back to the year two thousand and ten and discover that the disaster in the Gulf of Mexico was in fact secretly planned by the Obama administration.
I haven't yet heard any such theories about secret attacks on oil rigs. As far as I understand from the state news here, BP and the Obama administration are still occupied with stopping the leak. Has the cause of the leak been established yet? Some sort of explosion, right? Sounds suspicious to me ...

11.5.10

I added pictures of my European trip last week to the previous blog entry.

8.5.10
I returned from Europe a few hours ago. It's good to be back, and not so. I'll not have slept here one night before feeling like I never left - not a bad thing, since Rostov has its perks; but maybe it shows that my vacation could have been a little bit longer.
I left Rostov for Prague on the second of May. I flew through Vienna and arrived in Prague to meet my parents that evening. They escorted me from the airport to the shuttle, on the metro and through the cobblestone streets of central Prague to a really nice hotel across from the wax museum.
I was in Prague initially only that night and the following night. I went walking both mornings before breakfast, but didn't manage to explore as much as I would've liked to. During my first day in Prague we went on a guided walking tour of the old part of the city. I couldn't help noticing the guide's shortcomings in spoken English. Her grammar was pretty good, but her pronunciation of 'a' and 'r' was often off. That is, I didn't register them as either British or any other type of English pronunciation. Furthermore, she couldn't say 'th' to save her life, which is a common problem. Be that as it may, I wish I could say I speak a second language as well as she. I have my own problems to worry about, grammatical and otherwise!
On the tour we saw the capital castle, where the president was currently working, as indicated by the hissing flag. We spent over half an hour standing in line for some important cathedral, which was very impressive, if not also extremely reminiscent of Notre Dame in Paris.
We went to Berlin the following day. The train ride was typical of European trainrides, that is, awesome. My parents got me into first class with them; they had bought some sort of Europass that gets them five first class train rides anywhere throughout Europe. We got a quad seating area with a small table between us. We didn't have any cards, but the table was useful for service from the restaurant car. We got a platter of chess and another of veggies, and round of beer to boot.
The scenery was beautiful. We drove from Prague along a river past the German boarder to Dresden. I don't know the name of the river. It ran through small rocky hills. After Dresden there were fields basking in the spring season. Everything was green. Then there were fewer fields and more buildings, and then we were in Berlin.
The hotel was closer to the station than the route we took, but we got there without too big a detour. When we found the hotel, we also found G and G, some relatives of my father who live not far north of Hamburg. They had just arrived too. They had parked illegally at the hotel to have someone take their luggage. Funny, at first the way they had parked didn't strike me as unusual. You see cars parked on curbs and sidewalks all the time over here. I suppose it wouldn't have been long before someone gave them a ticket for disrupting the order on the German streets.
We entered while they left to find a parking place. We met up later for dinner.
The following morning my parents and I went to the train station to rent bikes. They had suggested going on a guided tour, you know, with a real guide, but I objected, insisting that I had seen enough in the half day I was there five and a half years ago to qualify me as a guide for at least a few hours. They gave in, and we set off for the zooligischer garden, a place where, little to my clients' knowledge, I had never been before.
I didn't hide that fact for long. We biked slowly through the garden in random directions. The conditions could not have been much better. The sky was clear, the sun bright, the birds were singing, the flowers blooming. Everywhere there was green. Finally we came to a street where a sign indicated the Reichstag in the opposite direction I had expected. We turned back and eventually came to the street of the 17th of June, named after some sort of people's revloution in the 1950's. Across the street there was the soviet monument, a place that had particularly caught my attention on my previous visit.
That day in early November 2004 I was in Berlin to take the GRE exam for my graduate school applications. I finished the exam in the morning and had until that evening to explore the city. I was on foot when I walked down that street, past the Column of Victory towards the Brandenburger Gates, when I came to a monument that had Russian written all over it. I took several pictures of it. Anyone who saw my laptop might remember seeing it on my desktop in the following years. There are seven columns, three on each side of a larger central column, on which a giant Russian infantry soldier poses, slowly marching forward. The central column has cyrillic text which I managed to read without too much difficulty. It says something like, "Praise to those who fell in battle with the fashist invaders for the security of the Soviet Union." The other columns say similar things, where each column is dedicated to specific members of the different divisions of the Red Army, the infintry, airforce, etc. Before the columns there is a square with steps leading up to it. On each side of the steps there are models of soviet artillery and tanks.
The day of my GRE exam was a dreary, rainy day. I have a picture of the square in front of the monument wet with rain and a huge dark cloud over the soldier's head. It seemed to fit the soldier's mood, as though he was thinking, "I'll march through a blizzard of a million fashists if I have to. I'm not stopping until I've reached Berlin!" A few days ago amidst sunny spring weather, one can only wonder if, under the shadow of the soldier's helmut, the grim face managed to smile at the favorable conditions.
We went under the columns and rode our bikes further to the capital building, the Reichstag. Workers were fertilizing the field before the entrance so that it was impossible to get a picture of the entire building, which is a shame because the Reichstag is quite impressive in my opinion.
From there we biked by a big demonstration for disabled peoples' rights, went through the Brandenburger Gates, biked on the streets to Checkpoint Charlie, had some hot chocolate at Einstein's cafe, biked back to the Gates, conicidentally passing a new monument dedicated to the Holocaust. I would like to have walked around, but I was outvoted, and we quickly biked back through the garden to the Column of Victory, which we had missed after wandering through the gardens the first time. We didn't have much time before we were supposed to meet the G gang, so it was lucky that the column was being renovated, and the gates for the underground passage to the island, around which deadly traffic waits for no one, were closed.
We raced back, biked through the Gates back to the former East, crossed a canal and found the meeting place without too much trouble and only a four-minute delay. We had a small meal together, then went into the historical museum.
The museum was stuffy. After the food I found myself wanting to take a short nap. I realized it was only from a lack of oxygen, and overcame my weariness by occasionally touching my toes for a few seconds. Bloodflow to the brain woke me up consistantly, and I was able to follow the exposition with interest. I was disappointed to hear that the others didn't feel like staying any longer. I don't think they had tried touching their toes! We hadn't even gotten to the twentieth century yet, but I didn't object. My legs were ready to get back on the bike, and the beautiful weather had not let up.
We biked slowly back through the garden to the train station. My parents gave up their bikes and went their own way. I used the remaining hour of the rental to bike around in search of a book store. Finally I found one called something like "Hugendubel" which had a lot to offer.
By the end of my stay in Berlin I ended up buying several books published by Reclam. I like this publisher for one reason because their books are very small. They don't take up much room or weight in your suitcase, they even fit easily in a coat or jacket pocket. The publisher also offers a lot of classical literature. I almost bought Part II of Faust, but restrained myself, since after all these years I still haven't completed Part I. I bought several books of poetry, some of them as presents for other people, some of them for myself.
I'm not much of a poet, and have not been much for reading poetry either, but I have come to at least respect the genre. I think poetry has to be read more slowly than a novel. It requires interpretation and reflection and all that bunk. I call it bunk only because I'm not good at it. I need to practice. Good thing I found that bookstore.
I also bought a collection of tales by Hermann Hesse. I read these tales first when I lived in Germany, then was lucky enough to find them in Bloomington, and didn't hesitate to buy the book, big and heavy as it may be in comparison to the Reclam editions, when I saw it at Hugendubels. I also bought, after some deliberation, a collection of stories by Edgar Allan Poe. I usually prefer reading original German rather than German translations, but I find Poe's writing so interesting in English, surely at least some of that charm gets translated into other languages as well.
In short, I came back to Rostov with more books than I expected. Now comes the hard part: findinng enough time to read what I bought. Furthermore, who knows how I'll get all of these home this summer? I'll probably leave a few books with some friends, either for good, or until I come back.
We spent the afternoon of our second day in Berlin in a castle where Sophia Charlotte once lived. My parents and I went through the museum with audio accomponiment, which made the stay much more interesting. To be fair, I don't remember much from all that information I heard, except that Charlotte had a new bedroom made after returning from somewhere and learning that Napoleon, while charging through the area, had slept in her bed! I was in a room where Napoleon once slept. Cool!
That evening I wanted to go to a movie, but I turned left when I should have gone right, and when after turning back and then wandering through the streets trying to find the combination I had taken earlier to get the theater, I finally found the theater, but had missed enough of what I wanted to see that it was no longer worth seeing. I could've gone to Iron Man 2, but I'd already seen it, and as German as it would have been, I didn't feel like watching it a second time. I returned to the hotel dejected and wet from the nightly rain.
The following morning everyone went their separate ways. I escorted my parents to their track from where they were leaving for a small city near Mainz, then returned to the hotel to collect my things for my train ride back to Prague, from where I was to fly back the following day. I said goodbye to my Uncle G and Aunt G and headed back to the train station.
I got to Prague, remembered which metro to take to the old town, then blanked on how to get to the hostel I had visited before leaving a few days earlier. Some would scold me for not being better prepared. My mom had taken a map for me, but I had no idea where I had put it. I would have taken a taxi, but when I asked a driver how to get to my Hostel, he said there were many by that name, and I didn't have the exact address. I reached familiar territory when I came upon a bridge across the river. Karl's bridge was the next bridge over, not a kilometer away. I reached Karl's bridge, from where it was easy to get to the central square, from where I could easily reach the hotel we had stayed at previously, from where I remembered how to get to a particular tower, not far from which I knew the hostel was located. Thus I eventually made it to my accomodation, and I wasn't too tired to return to the streets after packing my things away.
After getting lost on the way back a second time, I was pretty tired. Central Prague changes very much when the sun goes down. (My mom must be chuckling right about now.)
Thanks to all the walking that night, and some heavy street-vendor's cuisine, topped off with a course of Ben and Jerry's ice-cream, I slept relatively well, especially considering the noise on the street and in the hostel, where I was sharing a room with many other people. I had carefully studied a map before going to bed so that early the next morning, I found the metro station without too much trouble.
I got to the airport with over an hour of spare time to read a short story by Bernard Schlink, the German author who wrote "The Reader," which was made into a movie not long ago. He's a bit easier to read than some other authors. Maybe it's because he's lived in New York.

I'll post some pictures of my trip for those of you without any imagination. I'll post some pictures of Rostov in my last entry, which at the rate I'm going might already be the next one!

Regarding those pictures, my internet is too weak. We'll have to wait a few days at least...

29.3.10
My political orientation has changed a little. I used to be all for big government. I liked the idea of free education and free health care and the high taxes required, and I still do. But I have to admit, I'm not being fair to many of my countrymen. Tough as it is, I must try to understand that there are Americans who don't appreciate, for example, higher education. For them it's rather pointless to pay taxes to support other people's interests.
It occurred to me that a big government can't function well in such a multicultural society. The governments I dream about seem to function fine in smaller countries, like Denmark or Sweden. Maybe it's because those countries' interests are more unified than the interests of Americans. Indeed, it's reasonable that people who live close to one another have similar interests: the smaller the area, the more similar the culture and the problems it faces.
It might make sense for us Americans to turn not to our nation but to our respective state for government. A person like me could then move to the state with super high taxes, but good health care and educational provisions, whereas a farmer who couldn't care less about Galois theory and foreign languages could look for a place where the agricultural industry is well supported.
That's all easier said than done. Many people have settled down and don't want to move anywhere. What do we do with California, which is both an educational and agricultural powerhouse? (No wonder it's bankrupt.)
Regardless, it seems more efficient to exact taxes more on the state than on the national level. California is a state which should have very high taxes. If you don't like taxes, then don't live in California!
Whereas if the nation as a whole has high taxes, where are stingy Americans going to go? Thus, maybe governmental programs like national health care are not a good idea after all. I took note of one Republican's objection to the bill, which claimed that expensive health care was good in that it encouraged Americans to stay healthy: Health care won't be expensive for you as long as you take care of yourself. And that's the way it should be!
What was I thinking when I said that I wanted to live in a place with free health care. I hate hospitals! It'd be great if I can live a long life without ever having to visit them more than once a decade. And even if I pay hundreds of dollars to talk to a doctor and have my blood tested every few years (to give credit where it's due, my parents paid that bill last summer), it still might not amount to as much as the taxes I would continually pay for other people's liposuctions.

I had plenty of time off last week. I went to the theater three times, which is good, because I might not have time in the near future. They've got me working six evenings a week, today till seven thirty, Tuesday through Friday till nine fifteen, and Saturday until six thirty. Of course, I'm have many mornings off, so I can't complain too loudly, even if I don't see why they can't give me just one evening.
I'm pleased to say that I understood most of what was said at the theater. Somehow, I've managed to make some progress on that front. Hopefully speaking and writing will follow.
I played four games of tempo chess yesterday, and won twice! That's a pretty good percentage for me. The first match was against none other than Gilbert Godfrey. He quickly took advantage of a careless opening on my part, haughtily announced check mate, and began muttering something I couldn't understand, judging by the tone something like 'what the hell were you thinking?' An old man who frequents the club without ever playing or even watching the games glanced at me with a sympathic eye from where he was sitting nearby. I shrugged my shoulders after Gilbert charged away and the old man muttered something I couldn't understand. It could have been anything from 'don't pay any attention to him' to 'what the hell were you thinking?’.
I played another old man in the second round. We laced our pawns about each other with an advantageous position for me in the center. Waging battle on both fronts, I sloppily managed to gain the upper hand, but wasted my time finishing him off. I should have simplified when I had the chance.
I played the third match against an equally skilled opponent. I made a stupid mistake and gave up.
I think I played down to the level of my fourth opponent. I got lucky with a combination which won his queen. He gave up, and I got out of there. I would have continued playing, but I had tickets to the theater.